Weird how things creep into your mind at the oddest times. I should be celebrating sleeping in my own bed for a whole week. All I can think of, though, is him. Grrr. Things always happen for a reason. I know if it had been meant to be, he wouldn't have left. My heart is healed, mostly, but on occasion I let myself drift into "what could have been" mode. I am so thankful for a merciful and loving God. He is here to hold onto my heart as I heal. I know that I am meant to have a meaningful life full of love, family and friends. That person is out there. The one I will share my whole life with. These are the scribblings of a sappy insomniac. :-)